why don’t i
Just stop numbering the days as I think more than 90 have gone by and obviously I had a break in “something beautiful”?
You know what’s really beautiful? Having a full life, creating a busy filled up experience of the time we’re awake during the day. Every day, I come home and catch up on some Falcon Beach or whatever movie’s playing on TMN and I increasingly wonder why I bothered to sign up for cable. Digital cable at that.
I hardly ever watch it because I’m hardly ever home. And when I’m home, I’m planning out things for the next day; Yoga; boot camp; laundry; ceramic painting; job hunting; reading; etc.
And I can’t complain, really. I work two jobs which totals about 70 hours a week, especially since people keep quitting at the restaurant and the rest of us are getting more hours, and my body has the potential to be physically drained. But I’m not. Instead, I’m energized, happy and proud of the goals I’m achieving and I think that has a lot to do with the mental state I’m in right now … week two of my cycle.
